joi, 15 octombrie 2009
Şi e cald în Moscova.
Piata Rosie din Moscova era foarte aglomerata.Multi chinezi venisera aici si nu datorita faptului ca Rusia si China sunt tari vecine.Sunt vecine doar in partea asiatica,distanta pana la Moscova fiind parcursa in cateva minute de un tren magic.
Oamenii venisera pentru ca Rusia devenise noua tara exotica a lumii,iar Moscova se bucura din plin de pe urma acestui fapt.
Printre toti acei oameni se afla un loc liber,pe unde nimeni nu umbla.Un cerc cu o raza de 25 metri.In mijlocul acestuia,pe un sezlong,se afla Boris.Acesta era singurul apelativ dupa care era cunoscut.Nimeni nu ii stia celalalt nume.Era cel mai puternic individ,Controla intreaga mafie ruseasca,iar politia era neputincioasa.Justitia fusese ingenuncheata de acest Boris.
Acesta statea intins,pe sezlong,imbracat cu haine groase,basca ruseasca,si ochelari protectori impotriva gerului.In picioare avea niste bocanci greoi.
Dupa ce se foi de cateva ori,se ridica in sezut.Is dadu jos manusile,apoi basca.Sudoarea practice i se scurgea de pe par.Isi trecu bratul peste cap,apoi si-l scutura de cateva ori.Dand ochelarii deoparte,se putea observa cum soarele ii prajise bine partile neprotejate.Contrastul dintre partea bronzata a fetei si cea normala era foarte mare.
Afara,dupa cum am zis,era foarte cald,Respira cu greu,iar sudoare I se scurgea in continuare de pe chip in interiorul gecii captursite cu doua straturi de blana de nurca.
Se uita in stanga si in dreapta.Pocni din degetele de la mana stanga,iar din acea directie,practic dintre toti turistii din Piata Rosie,isi facu aparitia o tanara.O blonda inalta,superba,cu parul lung pana in zona lombara.Purta un maieu alb si niste blugi extrem de scurti,mulati.
Picioarele frumoase ale blondei se miscau intr-un ritm alert,pavinemtul din piata nu reprezenta o dificultate pentru aceasta frumuse,cu toate ca purta tocuri inalte.
Dupa ce ajunsese langa Boris,isi pleca fruntea in semn de respect,mai intr-o parte,astfel incat parul ii aluneca precum o cascada aurie peste chip.Astepta ordinele mafiotului:
-Vreau sa-mi aduci un vas mare,in care sa fie multa vodka,destul cola si 30 de cuburi de gheata.Vreau sa imi racoresc picioarele.
În curând
In curand voi posta un articol care va schimba lumea aceasta,asa cum o stim noi.
Planurile pentru articol au inceput inca din septembrie,dupa ce am scris Ultimul an/Back to school.Momentan,ma aflu inca in stadiul planurilor,totu-I teoretic,dar nu pentru mult timp.
Productia sau mai bine zis,procesul de scriere va fi lung si anevoios,intinzandu-se pe durata a mai multe luni.Dupa aproximarile mele,articolul va fi publicat cel mai probabil in….
August 2010.
Ati citit bine.Lunga asteptare,dar o sa merite.
Cui ma adresam?Cititorilor blogului?Care?Probabil multi au uitat de acest lacas al gandurilor neprihanite,avand in vedere ca nu am mai postat nimic de o luna si doua zile.
Poate sunteti curiosi ce am facut in tot acest timp.Mai nimic,si totusi,atat de multe.Nu voi dezvalui nimic.
Mai sus am scris `poate sunteti curiosi`.Acum,din nou,aceeasi problema.Cui ma adresam?
Mai mult ca sigur ma adresam celorlalte doua personalitati ale mele.Acum,alter egourile rasufla dezamagite si se intorc in zona lor de desfasurare.Abia asteapta sa preia controlul si sa imprastie dreptate in stanga si in dreapta.Poate nu ar fi trebuit sa scriu asta.Dar ce mai conteaza.
Revenind la articol : O sa fie one of a kind,ceva ce nu ati mai vazut pana acum,outstanding,colosal,shazam!
Poate ar trebui sa renunt la alternanta dintre romana si engleza.But what the hell!
duminică, 13 septembrie 2009
Ultimul an/Back to school
Nu cred ca va fi ca anii precedenti.O sa fie ceva deosebit,un best of al claselor a IX-a,a X-a si a XI-a,dar probabil se vor adauga si cateva noi elemente inovante.
E ultimul an in care vom fi elevi aici,ultimul an in care vom mai vedea atat de multe chipuri cunoscute intr-un singur loc.Nu ma refer la colegii de clase,ci la personele pe care am reusit sa le cunosc aici,doar din vedere sau chiar foarte bine.
Inca un an in care noi,colegii de clasa,vom fi aproape in aceeasi formula.Unii au plecat,altii au venit,dar in mare suntem tot aceeasi.Cand spun `aceeasi` ma refer la persoane,dar nu si la personalitati,pentru ca toti ne-am schimbat din 2006 incoace si vom iesi cu totul alte persoane decat ne-am fi asteptat,de pe bancile scolii,gata sa dam nas in nas cu viata.Viata adevarata.
Probabil o sa fie greu,dar sper sa faca lumea fata.
Un an in care sper ca utilul si placutul vor forma in sfarsit o impletitura,un fel de franghie durabila care sa ne ajute la nevoie,pe crestele vietii.La unul dintre capetele franghiei se afla un carlig,acesta reprezentand ultimul an,franghia simbolizand cunostintele acumulate de-a lungul a patru ani.Un ultim tovaras dornic sa ne sara in ajutor,un ultim refugiu in care se pot afla trairile noastre interioare.
Bafta tuturor,ne vedem in cateva ore!
Soundtrack :
Killswitch Engage - When Darkness Falls
Kittie - Witch Hunt
vineri, 11 septembrie 2009
Acum opt ani
Intreaga omenire a fost martora acestui eveniment neasteptat,care a schimbat pentru totdeauna lumea in care traim.
Pe 11 septembrie 2001 America a fost pusa in genunchi,cu mainile legate la spate.Inmarmuriti am fost cu totii,dar mai ales presedintele de atunci al Statelor Unite si mareata sa natiune libera.
Acum opt ani sistemul american de securitate s-a dovedit ineficient si practic inexistent.
Teroristii pusesera stapanire pe mai multe aeronave.Patru la numar.Doar doua dintre ele si-au atins cu succes tintele,si anume,cele doua turnuri,simboluri ale maretiei industriei,cooperativei si infrastructurii americane.
Cladirile erau si atractii turistice,nu putini fiind turistii care si-au pierdut viata sau au fost raniti atunci.Rudele inca isi mai plang victimele si asteapta ca responsabilii sa fie pedepsiti.Adevaratii autori se afla printre noi.In acea zi America practic a fost umilita.Acest lucru nu se poate uita atat de usor.De aceea presedintele avea sa porneasca un razboi al carui rost nu il vad si nu l-am vazut.Te poti razbuna si in alte feluri decat sa trimiti si alti oameni ai natiunii tale la moarte sigura.Il poti haitui si vana pe responsabil,dar nu inseamna ca intreaga sa natiune e responsabila. In cazul meu,odata cu turnurile a cazut si viziunea mea despre aceasta tara.Steagul lor pierduse o stea.Chiar doua.Iar visul american se destramase pentru totdeauna.
Sa fi fost totul o conspiratie?
luni, 7 septembrie 2009
Pedofilii să citească!
Baietii ciondaneau fetele,tinandu-le jucariile si amenintandu-le ca le vor arunca intr-o gura de canal.Fetele pareau indignate,dar amuzate in acelasi timp,sareau de incoace si incolo razand si cerandu-si jucariile inapoi.Nu pareau sa il bage in seama pe barbatul care se uita la ei de parca ar fi vrut sa ii devoreze.
Dupa ce se indepartara atat de mult ca barbatul nu ii mai putea auzi,acesta se apuca din nou de tuns peluza.Dupa nu mai mult de 10 minute,copiii revenisera.Nu ii vazu si auzi pentru ca era cu spatele la ei,iar aparatul era foarte zgomotos.Mai avea de tuns partea cea mai apropiata de trotuar,dar cand ii vazu din nou pe copii,un val de transpiratie il lua din plin.Se opri si fugi in casa. Incuie usa.Statea cu spatele sprijinit de aceasta cand si-a sters broboadele de sudoare de pe frunte.cu dosul palmei.Inspira adanc si cobori in beci.
Aprinse becul,apoi se indrepta spre un calculator moda 2002 si il porni.Peste tot in jurul monitorului,pe zid,erau lipite poze cu copii.Fie ca radeau,se jucau sau purtau costume de baie,pareau foarte fericiti.
Cu lacrimi in ochi,barbatul se pregatea sa stea la calculator.Stim cu totii ce urma sa se intample.
Poate ca nu ati prins ideea,dar daca ati prins-o va felicit.E trecut de miezul noptii si eu in loc sa imi odihnesc ochii stau si ii chinui.De ce?Pentru ca a trecut prea mult timp si nu vreau ca ideile sa devina si mai rigide.
Acum doua saptamani,daca nu ma insel,un individ a fost prins intr-un mare parc din Capitala incercand sa profite de o fata neajutorata de sapte ani.Se pare ca isi facuse un obicei din a aborda si ulterior abuza sexual fete neajutorate.
Cu alte doua saptamani inainte de aces eveniment.fusese prin dupa ce si-a dus planul la bun sfarsit si a batjocorit o fata de 14 ani,cam in aceeasi zona.Faptul ca judecatoarea hotarase sa il certeteze in libertate fusese cea mai mare greseala.Daca fata de sapte ani nu ar fi fost cu sora ei mai mare,de care se indepartase putin,putea sa o pateasca si mai rau.
Dar daca stau sa ma gandesc mai bine..omu` asta putea sa aiba probabil orice femeie si-ar fi dorit.Daca la capitolul cuceriri statea prost,putea pur si simplu sa gaseasca o prostituata care sa ii satisfaca placerile bolnave.Ce ar fi mai bine?Sa dai 50 de lei [poate si mai putin] sau sa iti petreci foarte multi ani dupa gratii,pentru o prostie?
Mai bine ar da aia 50 de lei..Doar e roman,baietasi de cartier,face smecherii si recupereaza banii in doua zile cel mult.Dar asta e alta poveste.
Oare chiar merita sa isi distruga viata in puscarie doar pentru o placere nesatisfacuta?In puscarie mai mult ca sigur ar fi intrat el in rolul fetitei neajutorate,colegii de celula ar fi avut grija de aspectul asta.
Recent a fost si cazul unu creator de moda,cum ca ar fi luat parte la gang bang-uri cu minori,care culmea,erau ingrijiti de cei de la Protectia Copilului.Veneau din familii nevoiase si din cauza asta au fost luati si `ingrijiti` de catre stat.Capul retelei care se ocupa de astfel de petreceri la care luau parte si alte personalitati,dupa cum spune el,fusese la un moment dat seful Asociatiei pentru Tineri cu Probleme Sociale.Asta nu m-ar mai mira.Doar traim in Romania.
Unii au fost acuzati ca ar fi pedofili,dar s-a dovedit ca au fost doar minciuni.Totusi,sa luam exemplul lui Michael Jackson:
Serios vorbind.Nu vi se pare putin cam prea apropiat de acesti copii?Cui nu ii place sa stea printre copii.Dar tot timpul?!?C`mon!
Daca voi spuneti ca MJ nu s-a atins niciodata de vreun copil,inseamna ca sustineti teoria conform careia Regele ar fi suferit de retard psiho-emotional,altfel spus,se credea tot copil.Vreti sa spuneti ca idolul vostru e un retardat?
Probabil ca luase prea multa bataie de la tatal sau cand era mic si probabil ca in loc sa se joace in parc era in studio inregistrand piese pe bani grei.Poate ca exagerase putin,fiind prea mic vedea lucrurile cu totul altfel.Amintiti-va ca se credea Peter Pan..la 50 de ani!!!Oricum ceva e dubios aici.Mai bine il lasam pe Rege sa se odihneasca.Sau nu.
Stim ca esti acolo.Stim ca n-ai murit.La fel au facut si Tupac sau Elvis.
Violator poate fi oricine.Poate fi chiar vecinul care sta deasupra ta,care te ciupea de obraji cand erai mai mic,chiar mai tare decat orice ruda,iar care acum iti face cu ochiul cand te vede.Poate fi unchiul tau,care te lovea prieteneste peste dos atunci cand erai mai mic.Si acum o mai face,din cand in cand,dar ceva mai tare.Pe langa asta te tot cheama la el sa iti arate colectia de scule.Poate fi batranul vanzator de ziare,pe care il vezi tot timpul cu Hustler in mana,si care rade malefic atunci cand iti cumperi PC World,recomandandu-ti mai degraba una dintre publicatiile lui favorite.
Revenind la povestea initiala..Care e morala?Sa nu va plimbati in parc,singuri,dupa lasarea intunericului.Poate sare cineva la voi.Din tufisuri.
luni, 31 august 2009
Where the FUCK`s Elodia?!?
Trebuia sa fi scris asta acum doua zile,da` am fost prea comod.
Pe 29 august 2007,in afara de aniversarea bunicii mele si a lui Jacko,aflam cu stupoare ca a disparut cineva.Elodia din Brasov.Dar cine era pe atunci Elodia?O avocata,sotia unui militian,si nimic mai mult.
Cazul a fost preluat cu surle si trambite de OTV,televiziunea poporului.Bine au facut ca au inceput sa discute si sa speculeze pe seama cazului astuia,pentru ca au facut ratinguri mai mari decat meciurile din Champions League,plus una dintre cele mai longevive `seriale` din lume,cu peste 300 de episoade.Toate astea s-au intamplat in mai putin de doi ani.Nici mie nu-mi vine sa cred.Doi ani si doua zile au trecut de cand Diaconescu a pus mana pe cel mai `gras contract` pe care l-ar fi putut avea vreodata.
Elodia s-a lasat asteptata…De copii,de vecini,de parinti,de fani,dar tot nu a aparut.Trecusera deja doua luni,trei,patru,un an,un an jumate si nicio veste de la aceasta fugara.Diaconescu in schimb isi freca mainile cu un zambet marsav pe mutra,iar Cristian Cioaca,sotul,zambea talamb.Cu toate ca l-au audiat pe Cioaca,nu au reusit sa scoata nimic de la el.El intra la procuratura si iesea la fel de vesel,fara nici cea mai mica urma de remuscari penru fapta pe care se presupune ca a comis-o.Politistiii ar fi trebuit sa il snopeasca in bataie pentru a scoate de la bolnavu` asta detalii.Asa ar fi facut in mod normal,dar pentru ca el e politist,sustinand aceeasi cauza alaturi de ei,nu s-au riscat.
Pentru ca nu e nimic concret in legatura cu disparitia Elodiei,au inceput sa apara diferite speculatii.Cateva dintre ele sunt plauzibile,altele practic puerile si absurde.Ia sa vedeti cateva :
1.Cioaca a luat ramasitele nevestei si le-a dus pe un santier,punandu-le in matrita unuii stalp de rezistenta peste care trebuia turnat ciment a doua zi.
2.Cioaca a dat-o pe Elodia porcilor sa o manance,apoi iarna cand a taiat porcii,carnatii care s-au facut au fost dati parintilor femeii.
3.Cioaca a facut un complot cu Diaconescu,acesta tinand-o ostatica si mutilata in subsolul OTV-ului,toate astea doar ca sa faca audienta.
4.Elodia a fost rapita de extraterestii,dar abandonata in preajma statiunii Ranca.Ea a fost responsabila de disparitia baietelului din Constanta acum ceva vreme.De asta hainele copilului erau intregi,pentru ca Elodia l-a dezbracat,urmand sa isi satisfaca foamea recurgand la canibalism.
5.Elodia a fost ingropata in preajma unei manastiri.Sau nu.Elodia se afla in continuare intr-o rapa undeva,daca a mai ramas ceva din ea dupa ce au trecut salbaticiunile pe acolo.Ar fi aceeasi situatie ca in Baltagul lui Sadoveanu.
6.Elodia a fost arsa de vie intr-un cuptor cu microunde.
7.Fata femeii a fost mutilata in asa fel incat sa nu poata fi identificata,apoi trupui i-a fost aruncat in fata trenul,ca totul sa para o sinucidere.
8.Elodia chiar a fugit in strainatate,e inca in viata,numai ca a recurs la chirurgie plastica ca sa aiba o viata noua.E posibil sa se fi ingrasat foarte mult,zacand imobilizata intr-un pat undeva prin strainatate.
E foarte probabil ca Diaconescu sa planuiasca o reinventare a cazului,practic un remake al intregii serii.E foarte posibiil sa avem parte de inregistrari audio fake sau alte maruntisuri care sa ne tina cu ochii pe televiziunea poporului pana la 6 dimineata.
Moarta sau vie,Elodia nu mai e asa de populara.Acum toata lumea vorbeste despre studentii ucigasi din Timisooara,calificarea a 4 echipe romanesti in Europa League,nenorocirile provocate de trenuri si concertul prafuit al Madonnei la Bucuresti.
Daca stau sa ma gandesc mai bine,e posibil ca Elodia sa nu fi trait niciodata.Poate totul e o smecherie foarte bine pusa la punct,la fel ca si rapirea reporterilor romani de catre teroristi in 2005.Si totusi….daca nu e?Daca femeia asta chiar e moarta invelita in ceva saci si un covor in vreun beci?
Nu cred.Elodia nu are cum sa fi murit,pentru ca noi suntem cei care o pastram vie,vorbind despre ea sau mai mult facand misto de ea.In cativa ani e posibil sa devina o legenda,un icon mai bine zis.La fel ca si Bula.Cu toate ca Bula nu poate fi vazut pe strada sau nu traieste cu adevarat,el exista.Bula e mai existent decat ai sa poti fi tu vreodata.Despre el s-a vorbit cu multi ani inainte ca tu sa te nasti.La fel si dupa ce mori.va trai mai mult decat oricare dintre romani.La fel si Elodia.Precis cei doi s-au intalnit,deja,undeva,in strafundurile mintilor noastre.
Cu o intarziere de doua zile urez sanatate si longevitate seriei Elodia Dinescu* !
*[edit: GHinescu.La cat de mult mi-a pasat de dansa..]
joi, 27 august 2009
Funny bad guys
Cine ne va salva?
Sigur va exista un erou.Si nu doar unul,ci mai multi.Si toti vin cu sequel-uri!
In ultimii ani au avut premierea filme mai mult sau mai putin reusite cu supereroi.La fel se va intampla si in primii ani ai urmatorului deceniu.Iata o lista provizorie cu proiecte anuntate :
Ant-Man [2012]
Thor [2011]
The Avengers [2011]
The First Avanger – Captain America [2011]
The Green Hornet [2011]
Iron Fist [2011]
Shazam [2011]
Submariner [2011]
Se pare ca am uitat [intentionat] sa mentionez doua filme care vor fi continuarile unor serii de mare success.
Este vorba despre Spider-Man 4 si Batman 3 : Gotham [titlu provizoriu] , ambele programate,desigur,tot pentru 2011.
Despre primele filme din lista nu se stiu prea multe lucruri..concrete.
In schimb,pentru Batman 3 si Spider-Man 4 sitiatia e altfel.E mai mult decat sigur cine vor fi actorii in rolurile eroilor,dar se stie si cine vor fi actorii din rolurile negative.Spre bucuria unora sau a nimanui o sa spun ce am aflat.
Rolul negativ in Batman 3 va fi interpretat de nimeni altul decat….
Exact.Eddie Murphy.El il va interptreta pe The Riddler,alias Eddie Nigma.Eu ii spun Enigma pentru ca are multe semen de intrebare pe costum.
Pe langa Venom, in Spider-Man 4 va mai fi present si Carnage,un fel de extraterestru,bazat pe acelasi principiu prin care a aparut Venom.Adica din cosmos.
O poza cu fiorosul Carnage:
Iata o poza si cu cel care se zvoneste ca il va interpreta :
De ce am ales sa vorbesc despre asta?Pentru ca Jim Carrey si Eddie Murphy sunt actori pe care in mod normal ii vedem in comedii,nu in filme de actiune.Mi-am dat seama apoi ca atat The Riddler,cat si Carnage combina umorul cu setae de razbunare..De aici,funny bad guys. Sper sa interpeteze bine personajele si sper sa iasa ceva frumos.
Apropo,Carrey l-a interpretat prin anii `90 pe The Riddler in vechea serie Batman.
How far will you go? [Part 2]
He was one of the first people to get on the bus and went straight to the back seats.Nobody was sitting around him,as only 3 quarters of the bus seats were all taken.The front part of it,to be precise.
The way he had to go was not that long.Only 12 minutes had passed when he saw a sign.2 kilometers till that nearby city.Sid knew then that the time had come.He jumped up from his seat,took out a package wrapped in newspaper,opened the suitcase,connected some wires to the package,pushed a button inside the suitcase,tried to close it and screamed as loud as he could :
`BOOYAKA!` .Afterwards he threw it away to the front of the bus.
Then he tried to open the backdoor with brute force.He succeeded.Jumped out of the bus like an eagle flying from it`s nest,ready to attack the pray.Covering his head with his arms seemed to be a good idea,as the impact with the hot pavement was not that brutal.Seconds after,he managed to get up and looked towards the bus.Time seemed to have stopped.Then it happened.The bus exploded.The back part of it went up into the air,made a full rotation and crashed to the ground on it`s right side.Flames and smoke were rising from what was after the explosion just a twisted,massive,piece of metal.
Sid didn`t think too much when he decided to run in the crop fields.That was the moment when he realized that blood was coming out through his sweater and that his left foot hurted a bit.Pain was not a problem at that moment.His head was cracked too,he had two marks on his forehead,but he kept walking.Walking as fast as he could.He couldn`t get lost,as he knew the way.He planned every single step,knew every little detail.
After marching for about half an hour he got to a gas station.
40 meter away from the gas station itself,there was a lightpole with a phone cabin near it.A man was waiting there.His black car was parked behind the phone cabin
As Sid got closer,he was able to see more detailed things.That man was not older than him,he was wearing a black leather jacket and had a white bag on his shoulder.His hair was also black and messy.
`Did you get the money?` asked Sid as he got near the man.
`Sure I did.You thought I won`t stick to the plan,did you?`
`….No dude.What the fuck.I wanted to make sure that everything went right and that you had no problems.`
`No problems occurred man.Taking money from these rednecks is peace of cake!I killed the guardian and went straight to the safe.What about you?`
`The explosion went right.Had some problems when jumping out,but I`m ok now.`
`So I do have to give you the money.`
`Yeah.The explosion went great.The bus fell on it`s side,so nobody could get out.I think they all burned to death.It`s in the middle of fuckin` nowhere.`
`Right,right,nobody to assist you in case of something..`,replied the leather dude rolling his eyes.
`Just gimme my share and let`s get out of here` said Sid quickly,with enthusiasm in his voice.
`5000 each,yes?` asked the leather dude.
`You had to take 10.000 from the bank,and afterwards share it with me.`
The leather dude`s name was Abe.He opened the bag and took out 5 packs of money,1000 $ each.He had a deal with Sid.
`C`mon` said Abe.`Let`s take care of those wounds`.
So they got into the car,and probably drove off to Abe`s home,to get Sid back on track.
If Sid had the courage to plant a bomb in a bus,in the middle of nowhere,making it explode,than Abe had to rob a bank and share the money with Sid.This was part of their deal/bet and it was ok for him.He feeled it was ok for Sid to get half of the money after what he had to do.
How far will you go when it comes to a bet?Are you going to respect a plan even if it is risky or absurde?Will you put yourself in danger,closer than ever to death,just for the fun of it?Just to show that if you give your word,you go all the way?
How far will you go ?
marți, 25 august 2009
How far will you go ?
`Hello child`.It`s voice was so deep,the voice you hoped you`d never hear,the voice from your most awful nightmares.
Eric was getting ready to answer.
`Foolish child!You`re not aware of my power,even though i`m just a servent of his infernal majesty!And you`re not aware of the fact that I am hear to take you.`
`W….Whh….What?` replied the boy with tremendous fear in his voice.
`Look at you,look at what you`ve become.Worthless.Better dead than alive,that`s what most of them say.Look!`
Smoke appered in front of the child`s face.It soon transformed in what it seemed to be a floating flat screen.He could see images on it.He saw himself,a few years in the future,fatter and even more pathetic.Another flash showed his something that made him burst to tears.He saw a casket closing,but just before that,he saw that it was him in the coffin,being put down in the ground,his parents on his side.They aged a little bit,but it wasn`t an important aspect.The thing that affected him the most was the fact that his mother was crying.She was crying so bad,that she dropped powerless,still crying though.The images disappeared as the creatured retracted the smoke-plasma..
`Is this what you want to become?Is this how you want to end?Would you endure eternal pain and would you leave endless pain to your parents just for a stupid thing?Are you willing to change in order not to end your life that soon?CAN you change in order to bring happiness?
This is the chance that he,the one I serve,is offering.Either you change or end up in eternal flames.`
Eric didn`t stop crying since he saw the images with his mother.He replied screaming :
`Allright!I`ll change!I give you my word!Just leave me alone!`
The creature began floating and went back to the window:
`Remember.You gave me your word.If you try to break this sacred oath you will be taken to the land of pain by the master himself.Think twice before you try to trick us`.
After these words,the creature vanished.The window was still opened and Eric had to close it.Instead of sleeping on the bed,we went under it,but only after he threw away all his sweets and remains that were lying there.
In the basement,3 people were looking at a screen,and a crew of other 7 were sitting behind them.
`I think it did work`,said a man.
`Yeah…look at him.He`s really up on it.` said a woman.
`I think we changed his life` said another man.
`Aplause for Michael Bay and his crew!` said the first man.
It seemed that none of this was real.It was just the request of two desperate parents that wanted their son to have a better and more healthy life.Michael Bay offered to help them,using new generation-holographic-3d technology,and also, he brought in a crew of seven respectable people in this domain.Eric`s parents were pleased of his reaction and hoped he would change.
How far will you go to bring the life of others on the good track?How far will you go to protect them today so they won`t suffer and regret tomorrow?
How far will you go?
joi, 20 august 2009
Revibe is complete!
Albumul nu-l veti gasi pe net pentru ca piesele sunt scrise de mine.partea vocala cel putin.
Daca le cititi,bine,daca nu,iar bine.Eu ma simt mult mai bine pentru ca le-am postat,simteam nevoia sa apara aici.
Revibe este albumul cu numarul 5 al trupei din capul meu [da,tot eu am scris si 1,2,3,4] si sunt destul de mandru de el.Nu doar pentru ca ar dura,daca ar putea fi ascultat,116 minute si doua secunde,ci si datorita temelor pe care le abordeaza.
O tema prezenta in mai multe piese ar fi aceea a frustrarilor creeate de alegerea drumului in viata,de pregatire a `fundatiei` catre un viitor mai bun pentru fiecare in parte.Temele romantice sau politice sunt si ele prezente,mai mult sau mai putin,prezentate intr-o maniera mai mut sau mai putin fireasca.Poeziile,piesele sau versurile,cum vreti voi sa le numiti migreaza de la absurd la seriozitate,de la romantism la Bacovia,de la vis la realitate.
Vor urma si celelalte `albume`,dar nu prea curand.Am transcris cuvant cu cuvant 40 de pagini de caiet mic [20 fata-verso].A fost ceva de lucru,dar ma simt bine acum ca am terminat.E ca o combinatie intre multumire si usurare.
11.Not the End [28:34]
[whispered]
This is not the end….
[instrumental segment 34 seconds]
MC:
People`s desires
Go back to the past
When they were still kids
Not facing reality
But the outer pressure
Made them realize
That life isn`t simple
And that you have to fight.
Making your way
Among the enemies
Cleaning the way
For many possibilities
The good comes to bad
But the bad comes to what
This is a thing
That I will never understand.
I`ll never get the way
How things really work
This is so fucked
And full of shit
But I will take the risk
Of loosing everything.
Don`t worry about me
I`ll get it back quick.
[tempo fadeout]
[dj solo 26 seconds]
Singer:
The day you were born
Meant so much for everyone
But they didn`t know
What you will turn out
Your star wasn`t there
They couldn`t see it
They were afraid
That you were nobody.
Raised in hell
Treated like crap
Until one day
When you had enough
You took the high road
Above them all
And look at you now
So fearful and powerful.
You started the journey
Seeking your star
A month on the road
Not willing to give up.
One day you found it
It was right there
The star of gods
It took you away
In space
[guitar solo 2:06]
Screamer:
Your journey`s just begun
But what will you do
To turn back time
And give your vengeance?
You`re not willing to
As you are a god
You can propagate fear
In a matter of seconds
Traveling with stars
Feeding on
Cosmic energy
Living in the dark
Never seeing the shadow`s deep
Suns are brothers
Planets your children
Galaxy backyard
CAN`T STOP THIS
CAN`T STOP THIS
I ENJOY THIS
IT FEELS GOOD
TO COMMAND
TO DEMAND
TO LIVE UP
FOREVER
AND EVER
[intermediary instrumental ,guitar solo,dj solo 3:14]
MC:
Getting things done
Has never been easy
Hope you understand me
I don`t want to be cheesy.
Seeing things come
And seeing things go
Made me drag the conclusion
That things are not done.
I have to go back.
Back to my roots.
To fix everything
Reorganize the foundation
If it isn`t done
Things gonna fall
And it will be my fault
As I am in charge
The project is mine
Project LASTFEAR
Have to rebuild it
Before it is too late
Before it crushes to the ground
And kills the innocent
Fight with negativity
To restore the peace
Get this beast out of my head!
[guitar solo,dj solo 1:02]
Screamer:
Look at me now
Tell me what you see
Can you see the fear?
-growl-
Try to understand
Things as they are
Try to understand
What i`ve BECOME
Put the pieces together
Again and again
-growl-
Recreate the masterpiece
Recreate the nightmare
-growl-
The end is not here
As it`s just begun
Don`t look at me now
I know it`s my fault
Getting to the vault
Taking the risk
Of losing my life
Can`t encounter this
THE END IS NOT HERE
-growl-
[guitar solo,instrumental segment,tempo fadeout 2:00]
Screamer:
Gathering the forces
Controlling the time warp
Has never been that easy
So try to shut the fuck up!
Lies built on truth
Truth built on lies
The secret disguise
Will never work again.
What I tell you my friend
Is a secret to be kept,
Try to understand
Lyrics that are misheard
Listen to your soul
Do as it tells
Your mind is your weapon
Use it properly.
Avoid destructing
Create that entity
Lust and disgrace
To rebuild our race
The only salvation
For our mighty nation.
Build up things…
Make them last..
Ignore the past..
JUST DO IT !
[4 x guitar solo 3:12]
[instrumental segment 1:48]
Singer:
Rip my soul apart
Just for your satisfaction
MC:
There`s no justification
For your brutal actions
Singer:
Sorrow of the Saviour
I can taste it right now
Screamer:
Your life is almost over now
You can leave this place
With no further action
Singer:
Give me the days back
The days of my life
MC:
Lost in time
Can`t do anything to change this
Singer:
Open your heart
To the first who arrives
Screamer:
Forget cabout everything
We`ll see who survives
Singer:
Vanity
Integrity
It`s all gone
MC:
All gone now
But things are the same
Nothing is changed
Except yourself
How is this possible
Is this real? X 5
[fadeout instrumental,guitar solo,guitar solo,dj solo,
guitar solo,drum solo,harmonica solo 5:00]
[mad instrumental progression 1:00]
*Screamer,MC & Singer :
This ain`t how I pictured things
Not what I imagined
This was not my plan
This goes beyond my imagination
My plan was not like this
Now I have to face eternal blistery
Get out of the way
Or you will suffer as well
This is not the end
This is not the end.
Mad times ahead of us
What can we do?
Nothing can get through
This cold fatidic anger
Put the pieces together
To form the masterplan
This should work so well
But everything`s destroyed
Before your eyes are opened.
Political machines
Feeding with our fear
Everything is fake
I can see it all so clear
We are getting closer
The matrix will be broken
We are getting closer
The matrix will be broken
This is not the real world
This is not the end
This is not the end
*[this part once again]
NOT THE END!
10.Chock Up and Lock Up [7:56]
When do you know
That things come to an end
When do you know
That you should stop pretendin`
When do you know
It`s time to face the facts
And try to let go of your dark past
MC:
Riskin` my life
To make a man of myself
Is it worth to pay
Suck a high price
Don`t take the risk
It might fade away
Along with your dream
And then it`ll be
Nothing but emptiness inside
Screamer:
Swimming around
Among the big fish
Do you have a wish
That needs to be granted
Do you have what it takes
To lose more than you gain
To face the true deal
Do you have the guts?
Do you have the guts?
[guitar solo 22 seconds]
Singer:
Walking away
From your problems
Won`t solve anything
Face reality
As it is.
Gather energy
To burst into light
Give all you can take
As you have your choice
Chorus :
Screamer:
Chock up and lock up
MC:
This is how we roll
Screamer:
Chock up and lock up
MC:
Welcome to the show
Screamer:
Chock up and lock up
MC:
Face you fears
Screamer:
Chock up and lock up
MC:
And you`ll live happy for years
[guitar solo 22 seconds]
[guitar solo 22 seconds]
Singer:
You finaly made it
To a point of no return
You should try to go foreword
No one will get hurt
You should try to convince
Yourself about the true desire
Screamer:
JUMP INTO THE FIRE AND FIGHT!
[dj solo,guitar solo,drum solo,guitar solo]
Chorus x 6
[guitar solo]
9.Avenged [10:47]
Soon we`ll make things
Be allright
Soon we`ll have a leader
To make it through the night
Another person like you
Another man like me
To make things right
And face reality
No remorse is his cause
This is what he`ll do
I lost to many friends
Because of the rigid system
I won`t put up with you
I will stand here and wait
Until I am
Finally avenged
Chorus :
Singer:
Soon.Everything will be ok
Soon.If we all stand and pray
Look what we`ve done
We can`t accept this
Vengeance is the key
To our existence
Screamer:
You took myself and
Dragged me through MUD* *[long and intense]
I won`t stay another day
To see me HUMILIATED
I need a place to rest
And not to think about THE TRAGEDY
I need the final test
To make me feel AVENGED
[guitar solo 18 sec]
Screamer:
This place is not safe
Can`t you feel the pain?how can you not
It`s affecting everyone!
Pure insanity
Everywhere I look
Not a single man left
To beat this fuckin crook
Beat the shit out of him
Make him BLEED
Make him suffer
For his evil DEED
300 millions
Where are you?
You`re in front of me
But I can`t see you
You`re not proud anymore
Not living anymore
This fuckin bastard
That came from a whore
Turned you into WORMS
Chorus x 2
[2 guitar solos , 1:42]
MC:
Where`s that fuckin chainsaw?
[short chainsaw segment]
MC:
My brothers died
But that can I do
I can`t make anything
To make it through
I know his secrets
I know his weakness
I can bring him down
In a matter of seconds
I`m scared of the feedback
They will protect him
They will die
As he will live
Feeding with their blood
Paying the tribute
For living in misery
Saintish turned satanic.
I had a dream
A phantom came to me
He was the true bringer
Of equality
He passed me his gift
Now I am blessed
I will fight the leader
Not fearing that i`ll lose
[guitar solo 10 seconds]
Singer:
Rate of crime
So high
On the streets
These days
I can`t watch anymore
To see another one suffer.
I was walking back home
After a beer with the guys
A man came to me
Full of blood.
Beaten so bad
Teeth pulled out.
Clothing ripped off
How couldn`t I help him.
Another man took his life
His house and his wife.
He was my father
And he fell down dead.
I had to avenge him
I couldn`t decline
To help out my father
After that prick ruined his life
So I grabbed the chainsaw
And fulfilled my mission.
[chainsaw segment + guitar solo]*
Chorus x 2
[guitar solo]*
Chorus x 2
*2:50
8.Ressurect Me [4:38]
They brought me down
Some days ago
I can`t show
But I can tell
They showed no mercy
And I did nothing x 2
Screamer:
AND I DID NOTHING
Chorus:
Singer:
Bring me back
To the place
It all started
Start once again
What`s been left undone
Resurrect me
For I have unfinished business
Resurrect me
MC:
I tried to tell them
But they wouldn`t listen
All the pain and agony
What for?
[breakdown]
They did what they had to do
Although I was innocent
What could I do
To help myself
[breakdown]
Facing 20 bastards
Is not an easy thing
Now I lie underground
6 feet to be precise
I will walk
The Earth
Once again
To make things right
[breakdown]
Chorus x 2
Screamer:
How can you make
The difference
Between the guilty
And the innocent
How can you take
One`s life
If you don`t know
He`s the one
Vengeance upon you
Just like a curse
When he will be back
Iit will be even worse
For you
As you made a mistake
This is how you pay
For not opening your eyes
When doing a job
Chorus x 2
MC:
I`ll come back once again
To strainghten things up [this part repeated twice]
Chorus x 1
miercuri, 19 august 2009
O nouă pisică
In cazul in care nu stiti cum arata motanul meu,iata o poza :

Uitati-va la el!Uitati cum sta ca un barosan!Tolanit,relaxat,n-are treaba.Cand era mic era foarte energic.Acum un an aveam numai zgarieturi pe maini dupa ce ma jucam cu el.Acum abia daca mai miauna,cand e sa primeasca mancare.Macar stiu ca e cuminte,nu rastoarna nimic atunci cand e prin casa,cand il chem vine,face la litiera tot timpul,deci e civilizat si ascultator.Si inca ceva.Se intelege foarte bine cu Missy,catelul familiei.
M-am gandit sa scap de actualul motan,ca acesta sa fie inlocuit de unul alb.Dar cum sa scap de el?Sa il bag intr-un sac si sa il arunc in Jiu?Sa il strang de gat,sa il bag intr-un sac si sa il arunc la gunoi?Sa il abandonez pur si simplu,sa il las neputincios in natura de care s-a desobisnuit?Faza e ca nu ma lasa sufletul.Nu pot face asa ceva unei fiinte nevinovate.
Se pare ca trebuie sa astept pana moare de batranete.Sau pana sare iar pe geam.Cine stie.
Unul dintre urmatoarele specimene l-ar putea inlocui peste 15 ani :
marți, 18 august 2009
Nepăsarea de pe lume
Eram la raionul de produse congelate cand brusc,in spatele meu,se aude ceva spargandu-se.Un borcan de cafea se facuse tandari la mica distanta.Se pare ca o femeie a dat din greseala peste el.Oamenii,nepasatori,isi vedeau de treburile lor.Femeia nu parea dornica sa plateasca borcanul spart,cine ar fi totusi,dar traind intr-o tara care se vrea a fi civilizata ar fi trebuit sa plateasca paguba cu demnitate.Alaturi de ea mai erau sotul si o fetita mica.Barbatul parea cam amarat,iar femeia avea o rochie alba destul de larga.Pe cap avea un fel de banderola,tot alba,ceea ce m-a facut sa cred ca face parte dintr-un cult religios.
Asa,deci,femeia a dat peste borcan.apoi s-a indepartat de locul cu pricina.Cel mai probabil au abandonat cosul si au iesit din magazin,ca sa nu fie buni de plata.Femeia dadea semne ca ar dori sa se intoarca,dar sotul ei se indeparta rapid spre iesire impreuna cu fetita lor.
Cred ca am fost singurul care a stat si s-a uitat [pe furis] ca la spectacol.Oamenii care fac parte din asemenea secte se cred crestini mai buni decat ortodocsii sau catolocii,cred ca il au pe Dumnezeu mai aproape decat oricare alta religie,dar ei fac lucruri miselesti care sigur L-ar mania pe Cel De Sus.Daca s-ar fi lasat pagubasi,sunt sigur ca Domnul i-ar fi rasplatit pentru demnitatea de care ar fi dat dovada.
Daca mi s-ar fi intamplat mie asa ceva as fi stat,pentru ca tot timpul am norocul sa fie un reprezentant al magazinului prin preajma.Putin probabil sa patesc asa ceva,pentru ca sunt atent.
Si partea cea mai buna abia acum urmeaza.Intorcand capu-n stanga si-n dreapta,am vazut si doua angajate care stateau printre rafturi.Se pare ca nu fusesera alarmate de zgomot,intreg magazinul fiind cufundat intr-o liniste sinistra.La un moment dat,una dintre femei trecuse prin apropierea cioburilor,fara ca macar sa se uite in directia lor.A doua femeie o urma la scurt timp parand la fel de dezinteresata.Dupa inca doua minute si-a facut aparitia o femeie de la curatenie,parea destul de timida.
Asa as putea sa ma duc si eu,sa le sparg geamurile de la intrarile principale si apoi sa plec de parca nu s-ar fi intamplat nimic.Stiu sigur ca pentru angajati ar fi un lucru firesc,dar nu voi face asa ceva pentru ca nu sunt un delicvent.Cu toate ca s-a deschis abia de cateva zile,cred ca s-au spart destule acolo.Nepasarea angajatilor ma face sa cred asta.
In timp ce plateam cumparaturile am mai auzit un zgomot.De data asta a fost mai intens.Mult mai intens.Foarte multe cutii au picat de pe un raft.Doi paznici stateau la iesire si ziceau asta:
Paznicu` 1:Stii care-i partea buna?
Paznicu` 2: Care?
Paznicu` 1 :Macar nu erau din sticla
Paznicu` 1 & 2 : Hahahahahahaahahaha!
7.The Very Last Fear [6:32]
I`ve just had a nightmare
It`s been so horrible
Only tentacles around me
And nowhere were you
While I was sleeping I
Told myself that it
Was juust a dream
And I had to wake up
But looking at my hands
Made me shake with fear
Cuz I managed to bring the nightmare
To the real world
Singer:
Reality`s a bitch
We can bend it
It tricks us as it can
To bring the worst out of us
We can`t comprehend the fact
That we live in a dream
And that everything
Lies in the dream within
Screamer:
What we dream is reality
It`s been prooven
So chaotic
So imperfect
SUFFOCATING!
Take account that life is calculated
Our destiny`s forseen by a PC programme
We`ve been living a lie
Ever since we were born
This thing can`t be shown
But i`m sure that you feel it
MC:
Another day I was talking
To a homeless man
He told me to bring the spirit
Back to Western Elm
I was like `What the fuck?
How`s he know about that?`
I left that place when I was a kid
I tried to trick the man
But he gave me a bottle
It was the one I threw away
Before I went away
It had a paper inside
I wrote there a secret
I took it away
And rewrote what you`re reading. [ originally listening ]
Ever since I did that
The life I had became the dream
And everything`s chaotic.
This way it seems
That I reversed the polarity
Of human integrity
I changed the world.
Six billion lives.
[guitar solo.guitar solo,drum solo & turntable solo,feedback solo]
Screamer:
As the rain came
I stood there in shock
I`m better on my way
To wash away the bad luck
The water was so dark
And so aggressive
It took away the precious times
It was just sick progressive
[guitar solo]
Singer:
I took that life
To give it away
To banish the things
That were haunting me.
My mind was lost
Under the control of the dream
But I managed to fight
The very last fear
Screamer:
THE VERY LAST FEAR x 8
MC:
The weather is unpleasant
Dark days ahead of us
But I know it will be ok
As I used the key
Against the fear
[guitar solo]
6.Tony the Pony [5:10]
Screamer:
Hi there!I`m Tony the Pony!
And I have a huge nice cock!
Hi there!I`m Tony the Pony!
And I want to give you something to suck!
[guitar solo combined with horse sounds;also gallop sounds]
Singer:
Tony the pony was a nice lil horse
When he lived at the farmhouse
His owner was drunk.He had to be
And sold him to Steroids LTD.
Chorus x 2
[another guitar solo]
MC:
So they started feeding Tony steroids
So this is the way he got that huge damn cock
But soon it will become a fuckin curse
Cuz an errection was just a nightmare..
MC:
Ha ha ha.
Singer:
His cock was bigger than him,dude!
Screamer:
Yeah..I know..Lemme start
Chorus x 2
[guitar solo]
Singer:
But one day, a lion came
While Tony was fuckin some acid rain
Aslant took him to a new land
Where he was special,the way he was
He could talk now.He could releave the pain,
He could even have an errection every time of the day
So he decided to go deep into the west
And to fuck some tree spirits and to have some rest
Screamer:
This was Tony`s story x 5
[guitar solo]
Chorus x 5
luni, 17 august 2009
Şi am fost la desenat.Partea a 5-a.
Acum,poate va intrebati de ce tocmai in capatul garii si de ce langa liniile de cale ferata?Raspunsul e foarte simplu : desenele pot fi vazute din tren.Ar fi o mare bucurie pentru ochii tuturor,cunoscatori sau necunoscatori.
Am mers alaturi de tovarasul de drum ceva timp,doar ca sa constatam ca am mers degeaba.Sau nu.Am decis sa ne deplasam putin mai incolo,sub podul de la Daranesti.Ala mare pe care s-au chinuit cateva luni sa il asfalteze acum 4 ani.Macar au facut o treaba buna.
Peretele la care am ajuns mai intai era in proportie de 85-90% desenat deja.Asa ca am coborat pana la un pilon de rezistenta,in speranta ca desenul poate fi vazut din tren.Nici aici lucrurile nu stateau mai bine.Urzici si perete facut aiurea.De-a lungul pilonului e o dunga mare,ca sa ii zic asa,o zona foarte nasoala a peretelui,cam la nivelul barbiei.Veti vedea in poze.Nu am vrut sad au pe linie,considerand ca desenul nu o sa mai arate bine.Asa ca am facut dedesupt:
duminică, 16 august 2009
4.The Courage to Make Things Right [5:51]
Another day will pass
Without me even noticing
An important event
Just slipped through my hands
I know I make mistakes
But what can I do
I have what it takes
To make it through
But I need you
Chorus :
Screamer:
I
Singer:
Am aware of rejection
Screamer:
I
Singer:
Can`t do anything to stop it
Screamer:
I
Singer:
Will wake up one day
Holding in my hands
The courage to make things right
Again
MC:
I have no other option
No place left to go
Not willing to share
All the rejects that I show
The day I went wrong
Is still haunting me
Leaving me no other option
I need to break free.
Things pile up
In the corner of lust
Nothing left to trust
But myself.
I can`t accept the fact
That in front of me
Stands my evil ego
Laughing and grinning.
Pathetic is the one
That can`t embrace the ending
Insane is the one
Who wants to end with the beginning
Misceleous things
Rushing to your mind
You`ll never see the shades
That control your whole life.
Accepting things
Has never been easy
But this time it seems
To get even worse
The gig is even bigger
Not ready to deliver
The message of the murder
And the crowd is even louder
[guitar solo]
Chorus
[guitar solo]
MC:
I met a man
The other day
He hadn`t spoken
With his son
In 10 years
And he had fears
Regarding forgiveness
He`d never forgive his son
As he left his religion.
This is so obvious.
The delusional man
Felt quite bad as he heard
About 3 grandchildren
He wanted to see them bad
But what could he do
His son felt bad too
They met one day
And put things into place
Everything was back to normal
[guitar solo]
Chorus x 2
